yestd i went out wif my dear 0601!!
ya.. oeisterz!!
i was so happy to see them again...
its a pity i didnt get to see everyone...
i miss those who didnt turned up yestd... :(
anyways....
i really hope to see them very soon!!!

we went to jun ru's studio at serangoon...
muah ha ha...
its really cool la...
we get to play e musical instruments there...
and we did some recording!!
wow!!
my 1st time doing a recording!!
its really cool!!
and its pretty hard u noe...
wah...
i was so nervous when i am singing...
ai yo...
i dun think i sang that well!! ha ha...
but now im really enjoying singing to 0601!! hee... :P

anyways...
really had fun yestd....
i hope i could have more of 0601 outing!!
so that we could enjoy ourselves!!

bla.... tml school...
luckily lessons end early...
haha...
okays... hope to see my frens soon!!
oh ya....
i oso miss BLEND v much!! ( shujia, xuelian n shiyi)
:)


today was my 1st day in jj...
haha
brought my camara...
cos 1st time wearing e uniform...
i think its bcos of ruoyi n serene's influence...
or else i wouldnt have thought of bringing e camara... :)

haha...
love to go back to nyjc for disco nite...
but dunno can go back a not...

yeah...
here are some photos...

this pic is taken at jp's lpng john silver...
1st time in new uni... weird ah?? wif new specs... hee hee

here is a singer wannabe!!! next year's campus superstar!! wahaha... thick skin :P

thats all...
take care everyone... :)

today went to have lunch wif BLEND
actually got class outing de...
but my mum dun allow me to go...
so i jus join them for lunch...

ok...
we went kfc to eat....
den i got my shirt dirty...
cos i knock onto shiyi...
e pepsi spill onto me...
(shiyi... its not ur fault)
cos e place a bit crampy...

lol
den i went to this fashion to buy a new t-shirt and change into it...
hee hee...
clever ah??

aft dat they went off to west coast...
while i go get my new specs...
yeah!!
but look a bit weird though....
slowly will get use to it de...

here are some pics...

shiyi sleeping at my hse... haha... tired

advertising for macdonald's... hee hee

my new specs...

who took dis photo???

stop taking pics of me!!! haha...

yestd my buddies came to my hse to wreck havoc!!
ha haz...
they are none other then BLEND, plus ah siew n jen...
lol
den played bball...
do mass dance...
online....
laugh n laugh...
i guess all this things makes me feel a lot better... :)

in e morning went jjc to buy tie n collar badge...
cos need them on mon...
wah...
e queue damn long man!!
so jen ask her fren to help us buy!
so nice rite??
:)

i wanna bring my camara to sch on mon!!
cos i wanna see how i look in my new uniform!!
haha...
den il post it here...
hee hee...

anyways...
hope il enjoy my time in jj...
(jus like ah siew... dun care abt e **)
den at e same time...
hope i can go back to nyjc to see my frens!!
can go back on disco nite ma??
dunno leh...
mus ask ruoyi n serene hor? ogls??
hee hee...

ok...
see ya soon!! :)


i hate separation...
i hate it most when me n my frens are bonding v v well...
but..
i also know...
all good things mus end...

everyone in 0601 are phsycological sick...
and let me tell u...
i even dreamt of e time me n 0601 are having bbq...
someone pls help me...

whatever it is...
i jus wan everyone to know...
really...
treasure wad u have now...
esp time..
cos its really really precious...
dun let it slip away...
dun waste it...

well...
i can only go out 2 times in e holidays...
dats v sad...
really...
cant blame cos im always my mum's good daughter...
if not i would have always defied her orders...
i still dun understand y my mum still restrict me from gg out...

if i have 3 wishes...
i will like...
1. more freedom...
2. more time with all my frens...
3. to stay forever as an oeister...


my mind is now in a whirl...
i dunno...
i know this is a process which wont last long...
but when??

i want to reverse my time back to nyjc when i was there 1st 3 mths...
i want to hang out wif 0601 again...
i want to go out every week and stay in contact wif my sec sch buddies...
will all these things still be possible later on??

i dun wanna make new frens and drift apart from my old frens...
really...
making new frens is far much easier than keeping old ones...

dis is tiring man...
i really hate it man...
i hate being in a new place...
i want to feel belong...
can anyone help me wif that??
i guess its only me myself...

though all of us have frens everywhere...
still...
we are living in dis world as an individual...
cos we think, act, do on our own...

my life hadnt been easy...
i've been through too much obstacles den e rest...
there will still be a lot to go...
all these fear im having now was bcos im afraid i will not be able to adapt my life in jjc...

whatever it is...
i hope things will be diff...
when...
sch reopens...
when..
i get support from my family? frens?

okay...
i jus try to enjoy e holidays 1st...

i will survive....


jj camp was over...
now im a bit tired...
ha haz...
ok...
e camp was pretty fun overall...
i enjoyed e jj nite esp...
it was v high....
and i enjoy dancing ma...
lol

hmm...
next...
e ogls are really nice & dedicated ppl...
really good....
treat every single member well...
and esp they are oso j1s...
i think they had done a great job!
:)

alrite...
e holidays are coming...
i think im gg back to jj on wed to buy stuffs...
i haven buy my gc, badge and tie... :(

anyways...
my mum onli allow me to go out two times in e holidays...
oh gosh...
i think i have to miss my og5 outing den...
cos i wanna hab outing wif 0601 & my sec sch frens...!
cos og members still can meet them in jj...
e rest cannot meet them evryday...
yep... :/

actually i could hab enjoyed e camp more...
if i hadnt had e "thingy" on day 2...
and e news dat shi yi transferred to pjc...
ok...
e latter was really shocking to me...

haiz...
but anyways...
il treasure every friendship that i had made in my life...
i try my very best to keep in touch wif my close frens...
at e same time...
noe new frens as well... :)
i jus find it tired to make new frens...
ha haz...

here...
i give my blessings to my frens in nanyang, in other jcs...
enjoy e rest of 2 yrs in ur schs...

for me...
i will survive!
im a strong individual!
:]


1st day in jjc...
its pretty ok...
compared to my 1st day in nyjc... when i didnt get to noe much frens...

today all ard was familiar faces...
it was as if i had went back to my sec sch...
e college was dominated by fhss...
ha haz...

hmm... but im not quite comfortable wif e sch's culture...
maybe its still e 1st day...
i hope things will be better...

this whole week is gonna be orientation...
a bit boring leh...
i hate gg through orientation...
i dun wanna attend e camp.......... :(
but its compulsory....
WTH!!

bla bla...
i jus dun feel convinced with e sch...
cos it dun make me feel y im there for..., when i noe wad im gonna do there...
which is to get into uni...

but e principal's speech dun make me feel convinced at all!
u mean we are in this college to play...?
or make plans if we couldnt get into e uni???

if dats e case... i think i made e wrong choice... :(
lets see how e sch is gonna convinced me to stay...
though il be staying as im lazy to change sch... again...
lets see how e sch makes me feel commited...
but meanwhile...
il try my v best to fit into e sch's culture...
which i think shldnt be a prob... when i can oso do it in nyjc...

but overall... im still quite ok...
cos i get to go home earlier...
get to see my frens... etc...
lets hope tml will be a better day... :)


today went bowling wif shu jia, xin yi, xue lian, ah siew, shi yi n si ya...
den plus me we are "7 flowers!!!"
lol
lotta fun sia...
mus meet up more often k??
here are some photos...

(ah siew!!) aka yang chen ling!












wad is shi yi n xin yi doing??












me n xue lian posing wif e balls...













me having a try... :)












yummy huh??













the emotionless pose...













ha haz... loads of fun...
next time u all plan outing hor... dun always me...
take care... :)


alright... firstly....
regarding my tagboard...
its my frens who are tagging!!
there's no such things as admirers....
anyways... i dun have admirers....

ha haz....
but thanks to them anyways.... for making my tagboard so interesting....
lol

yestd was my CT bbq... at jun ru's hse....
wah... his hse is so... big man....
private hse....
rich guy hor??
ha haz...
den we drank alcohol....
ok...
hui fang, cheryl & yun xuan are not good drinkers...
they are drunk....
ai yoy yo....
ha haz...
i oso 1st timer but im sober!!

anyways...
we oso gave each other presents...
wa v nice lehz....
e presents...

den i went off 1st....
haiz...
we started crying... :'(
but nvm guys....
we'l have outing....

our class is so.... bonded.... 0601 rox!!!
hmm... my stay in nanyang was over....
now.... its jjc....
i hope i can start something there...
and looking forward to meet my frens again....
cos most of my sec sch frens are gg jjc!!

to all my frens: take care!!! :)