starting work tml
=X

hence i couldnt go for oeisterz outing today...
sorry peeps...
miss u all lots as well!!!
next time yea???
its a promise =)

anyways...
not sure whether im gg countdown tml
cos...
shy could not go...
siew couldnt go as well...
xy de-ar is sick! omg... (take care take care dear)
left shu n me...
=X
we have e vivo tix...

i was thinking of meeting up on e 1st Jan instead...
since its a public holiday n im not working!! haha =)

2007 is coming to an end soon...
it was definitely a memoriable year for me...
esp so when it was ended with a fantastic x'mas celebration n b'dae bash!!!
n of cos e A lvls...
LOL
sch events that im greatly involved in... Love fiesta n Orientation Camp... etc.
yr of 18 for me n my frens... aha
wonderful b'dae celebrations n outings...
il miss 2007 a lot...
its a yr when i learn to cherish n share...
love n care...

2008 will be a better yr of cos!
new start, new life...
new expectations...
new relationships???
but of cos sustaining n developing friendships that i already have...
=)

il be up for e challenges in 2008...
bring it on!!!
=D


Happy Belated Birthday to me!!
haha...

im back from chalet...
thanks all for e b'dae wishes regardless thru smses, testimonials or tags...
really thanks loads!!!

had a b'dae bash at Aranda Country Club...
i really couldnt summarise all my feelings in this entry...
so many b'dae wishes....
so many presents....

Firstly i wanna thank my parents for bringing me to this world to enjoy e things that i have now...
i wanna thank em too for booking e resort for me...
its a really huge gift!
Secondly i wanna thank those who came to e chalet...
my buddies dearies, relatives n my dad's colleagues who all gave presents to me...
thank u xy, shu n shy... for e 3D2N's companiment...
thanks for all e laughter that u all gave...
pity that happy moments often flew past just like that...
but i felt really blessed...
now they are resting well at home...
haha
they really need e slp man...
LOL...
love u gals seriously...
a tinge of sadness jus came naturally when we have to part aft e chalet...
coupled with e warmness of e gift that u all gave...
really Emo-ed...

well...
im finally 18...
not a burden anymore...
not a burden to my family or my friends...
i wanna take up greater responsibilities to not be a burden dat i used to be...
il def promise il change for e better...
sorry for my wilfulness n obstinate character...
il make up for it by treating everyone million times better

mon im gonna start work...
hope everything goes smoothly...
this will be e 1st task aft turning 18.......
no worries dearies...
il help u all look out for jobs as well :)

love everyone!!!
=D





Exciting week coming up!!!
OMG

hahahaha...

Im counting down...
=)


well.......!!!
im a happy gal now!!!

went job hunting wif shy jus now...
so filled some application forms...

although a job is not confirmed yet...
but now my mind is at ease...
at least i think i've done enough to look for jobs already...
just have to wait for replies...
i can look forward to a more stable job =)

secondly...
i've spoken my mind to a guy who is wooing me right now...
tho i may not have make him "die heart"
but at least i've told him e truth n fact...

my heart is so sO SO much lighter now!!!

woots...
i can look forward to a wonderful x'mas ahead!!!

okays!!!
enthuchua is back!!!
=D


dear blendmates came to my hse for mahjongg session...
but ended up playing isketch for most of e time...!!
LOL
=P

we are SUPER DUPER lamers!!!
hahahhahahaha...
"swan song"
-_-"
LOL!

anyways...
still hunting for jobs...
maybe im jus too fussy...
or not pressing enough to find one...
i know i need to work...
but i think its also impt to find a job that i like n is comfortable with...

okays...
im gg job hunting tml
=X

well...
had a great day today...
at least my dearies came to brighten up my otherwise boring n gloomy day...
=)
thanks loads!!!

hope everything will turn out fine at e end of e day...
=D



nice!!!
hope we will have a complete outing v soon!!!
planning in progress... =)
miss xy n shy!!!

but i must say sorry to my dearies ah jia n siew...
didnt entertain u all much today...
more of being entertained by u all...
haha...

i jus have too much things in my mind at e moment...
i think im just tired...
ironically when its only e start of a long holiday...
guess its bcos of my boyish personality...
i always bottle up my feelings...
hence when its full e water will spill out profusely...
its time for me to empty e bottle...
or e worse sceranio- e glass bottle will break...

i need an energy booster...
i really need it urgently...


met ah jia today n went marina square together...

did nth much tho...
LOL
cos initially ah jia wanna look for jobs...
but like no opportunities...

so we jus looked ard...
she was looking for smth to buy for... heh heh (ho ho)
hahahhahaha!!!

we spent most of e time idling at mac to surf e net...
hee hee...
chat n chat...
hahaha...
typical things that gals would do...
plan some outings...
hee hee

okays...
so this sat is everyone free??
mahjongg session at my hse...
haha!!!

den e next outing will be to e Zoo!!!!!!!!!
cools!!!!

omg...
my mind jus went blank for e moment...
so i think thats all i have to say...
:)


a part of my heart has been wounded...
maybe time will heal that...
or other things such as kinship n friendship might be e best medication to it...

il still be e gal who always puts on a strong false in front of others...
il be better n stronger, more independent...
bcos afterall we came into this world alone...
n e stark fact is we're actually surviving on our own...

however its always my emotional n fragile heart that breaks me down...
i dunno whether issit something good or bad...
over e 17 almost 18 yrs...
my tears are falling more easily...

but im not e worse one...
my dear grandpa...
pls hang on...
u've so many lovable grandchildren caring for u...
be strong

telling my grandpa to be strong...
i mus be stronger...
=)