Friday, October 12, 2007
2 yrs of jc life had just gone
but we have no mood to linger our feelings in e sch...
no time for reminiscenes...
the last day of sch is just another ordinary day...
no graduation day...
no celebration
cos we have a mounting task ahead that is enough to put off any sentiments...
however...
il really wanna thank the teachers for their passion n dedication towards their work...
guiding us to where we are currently...
though our grades might not be magnificient
we're certainly in a better position to aim for what we want-
a place in the university
hence
in order not to let e teachers' n mine effort go down e drain...
il strive on...
afterall...
im at this stage to move closer to my ultimate aspiration
therefore
i can do nothing else except working incredibly hard for it
even though i believe that our life is predestined...
but if we do nothing...
we will definitely not have a chance to change our destiny
as e "Big Day" looms...
il face it with valor...
2 wks...
startling figure...
but i wont be bothered by this malicious verity...
friends, lets have faith in ourselves...
=)
sincerely wishing everyone e best of luck for 'A's!
an aide memoire here: Health is vital during this hectic period!!!
so pls take great care!!!
May god bless everyone...
=)
Friday, October 05, 2007
even though it was a simple lunch n some usual crappy chatting...
i felt blissful n a huge sense of warmth...
apart from looking forward to a wonderful line-up of events after As...
i guess this is e kind of power that can motivate me to do well in e exams...
i've nothing more except gratitudes n thanks-giving that i have for my dear frens...
their presence n support...
easily overpowered those motivational talks or reality-checking speeches...
millions of words could not summarised my feelings towards them
numerical values could not measure how much i treasure our friendship
e only thing that i can do now is to clandestinely wish for them...
may God bless them good health n grades...
sincerely wishing everyone loads of luck for e As
Simplicity=Happiness
=)
Monday, October 01, 2007
its time to say goodbye =)
il be back tho...
haha...
i know u're disappointed upon knowing il be back...
haha...
gg for a battle real soon...
wish everyone e best of luck...!!!
jia you jia you!!!
n im here to assure that none of u will be disturbed by my smses...
haha...
if u need my help or my presence, not to worry...
il definitely be there for anyone!!!
99.9% available 24/7
i dunno since when,
it seems that i cant stop caring abt e things n ppl around me...
n i guess this will go on thr'out my life...
so jus wanna apologise if my appearance or presence has irritate or bother anyone...
ya...
n dun worry...
il only be back after e As...
or maybe not...
life is unpredictable u see...
im not being pessimistic...
jus trying to be back to what humans are
haha...
cos i came into this world alone
n il be leaving this world alone as well...
my life in this planet is suppose to be alone...
jus dat god created bonds between ppl dat makes my heart pump on...
till now...
or till e end of my life...
e only thing dat i cant put down will be my loved ones...
guess its e exams blues that is somehow suffocating me...
dun worry about me...
there isnt a need to btw...
haha...
cos im simply negligible...
really!
it doesnt make a diff whether im in this world or not...
even if im gone,
a newborn will come along...
haha...
i think il continue crapping on...
sorry to say il be back pretty soon... =)
haha...
more imptly...
il be there if anyone needs me
physically or mentally
haha...
i think no one bothers...