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Thursday, July 31, 2008

Recently im engrossed wif e new HK drama Forensic Heroes 2......
ahahahaha
i finished watching e whole DVD!!!
yea!!!

hmm....
i dun think Forensic Heroes 1 is out in channel 8/U yet.......
if its out u shld watch it!!!
great drama series...!!!

i was SO into e series 2 bcos of e love story between Ivan n Bell (played by kevin cheng n charmain seah respectively)
they're SO................. SWEET!!!!
how i wish i was Bell in e drama ahahahahahahah!
here i have a vid specially made for em......
i found it in youtube...
its really nice!!!
gals get ready ur tissues.... hahahahahaha..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDbRVvmMijs

heex sorry have to make do wif e url cos got probs embedding it =P
enjoy e vid!!!


Monday, July 28, 2008

woots!!!
1st rd of lessons..............

hmm
well e pri 1 kid is more difficult... as expected hahaha
cos when i reach there e kid was making a fuss bcos i guess she dun wanna be tutored...
actually its pretty cruel to force a kid to sit down n study when they can spent e time playing e toys they like..............
so i spent e whole lesson trying to be her 'fren' or 'sis' ahaha..........
hahahaah played 'graffiti' with her..............
its a gd start..... at least she accepted me......... =)
mus be patient wif kids........ =)

for e other tuitee....... e jc 1 student......
hahahahaahha
i absolutely had no probs wif her LOL
i enjoyed e whole session....... explaining e concepts to her n teaching her how to tackle n write an essay.........
hahahaahah........
coincidentally... her elder sis is from jjc... jc2.... yang2 ce4( campus superstar)
LOL...............
she did resemble her a lil.........
hee hee.....................
gg thru market structure wif her for e next lesson on sun.........
hahah! my forte!!!!!!!! n fav topic!!!

im gg back to Mandarin Oriental for work tml.......
jus a day........
to help my colleagues clear their piled paperwork..........
sometimes i think im too nice.....
i agreed to their request w/o hestitation...........
nvms.........
earn more $$ for my sch fees............

aw..........
starting to resume my hectic life again..............
but i dunno y im enjoying it........
i mus be sick!!!
LOL.............



After 1 mth of slacking...... (in e def of not working)
woots.........
im gg to work!!!

today il start giving tuitions........
now i have 3 tuition assignments on hand.......

today at 4.30pm il be teaching pri 1 gal near my vicinity... at toh guan... LOL
at 7pm il be teaching jc1 econs at Pending road... bukit panjang area..........
OMG....
pretty rush..........

e other assignment is tutoring a korean gal basic chinese at hillbrooks condo on thurs evening n sat morn..............
aw.........................
il be left wif 2 free days....... tues n fri......... =X

well it shld be ok since i have like 4-5 more mths b4 i go to uni??
n my frens are all starting sch......................
sadz........... =(

okays at least i have some income.......... =)
wont feel guilty living off my parents =D
since e uni fees are like bloody ex...... (oopx)

anyways i think im gg to prepare e stuffs for lessons later...
omg
honestly speaking im more nervous to teach young kids cos im afraid il have difficulties communicating wif em... LOL
its hard to grab their attention at all times...

well... i shall see how it all goes....
hope everything will be smooth =)


Thursday, July 24, 2008

Im certain this is gg to another long-winded entry... LOL

Went back to JJ to collect my A lvl cert... alone...
cos i wanna be low-profiled as possible... hahah
really low profiled...
i cycled to sch... LOL so coolz...
but it was really tiring...
talked a lot wif e friendly security uncle... ahahahah
still as cheerful as b4... =)

made a swift entrance to e sch.......
e compound did change...
saw some familiar faces too.......
but i didnt stop to chat wif em....
dunno y e feeling of belonged to e sch jus overwhelmed me so much...
my eyes are filled wif tears of joy............

today i planned to make up my future...
i called MOE to check how was my case gg on...
they said they'l put me into contract teaching for a yr then next yr i can try to apply for e BA(edu) course again........
on e other hand... my fren told me dat SIM have Jan intake....
so i went to look at e courses available for e period...
n i decided to choose e Bachelor of Biz(management) by RMIT university...
il be gg down to submit e relevant docs tml...
whew........
e reason y i didnt choose NIE is bcos its v time-wasting...
so during this remaining 5 mths in 2008...
il be tutoring, working...
earning my own sch fees.... :)
so im planning to go back to Mandarin Oriental for work...
not SO soon.........
maybe somewhere in mid-aug... or aft i've settled all my paperworks........

received an offer from manytutors today too :)
JC econs... at bukit panjang...
everything is done on my part... jus need to cfm wif e client... :)
hmm....
im excited to teach but will be feeling a bit pressured...
cos its concerns e tuitee's A lvl results...
but nvm... im prepared to hit e books if e tuition is cfm...

im happy for my sis too...
she got shortlisted for interviews for both Ngee Ann poly n S'pore poly's DAE(direct admission exercise)
may she fare well for em... :)

i looked back at e sec sch pics...
dearly missing e jolly good old days...........
hahahahah certainly all of us changed a lot....
hahaha...
if xy lou po didnt mentioned....
i didnt realise i changed so much!!! hahahaahhaha
sec 4(2005)
2008 gs b'dae! LOL
baby fats in e face were gone... LOL
ah ahaha! dun worry Blend... def not bcos being wif u gals made me lose weight LOL
im v happy wif u all indeed... :D
im pretty positive dat days ahead are looking brighter for me :)
it will be sunshine aft rain v v soon :)
maybe a rainbow too =D
hmm............
everyone will be getting bz too.........
so i'l treasure every opportunity to meet wif em :)


Monday, July 21, 2008

I am beginning to be disgusted by the ugly side of this realistic society.....
I can be very frank........
but i'm pretty certain this is e recipe n equation to survive in this working circus...
money + HIGH education = success

and e definition of high education not only depends on e no. of certs u have...
but also how prestigous ur alma maters are............

now comes another qns......
are students from local unis better then students from private unis???
well based on e admission criterias... spontaneously it differentiates local uni undergrads n private uni undergrads......
but does it give a reason to discriminate private uni students???

bringing u back to several yrs ago where streaming in pri schs still operates.........
e differentiation between EM1 n Em3 students...........

Discrimination based on education levels is so prevailing in this country......
resulting in senseless comparison between parents........
concurrently asserting tremendous pressure on students..........

It may be due to e fact that we're a meritocratic country.......

however i feels that e greater part of it boils down to e mentality of S'poreans...
S'poreans are so practical.........

sometimes do u wonder wad are u working so hard for?
to meet ur parent's expectation??
for ur own future?
wad future are u planning n working towards to?

bcos of e practicalism in this society...
its hard to strike a balance between ur interests n work.........
looking at e popularity of uni courses such as biz n accountancy.......
it is pretty obvious many prefer the 'safer' path......
whereby there will be plenty of job opportunities..........

i have another qns...........
do u wan a job where u have great interests in but low pay or a high-salary job but u're not happy with it at all.........?
many ppl... including me will jump into a decision n conclusion..... which is to seek for our ambition.... regardless of money.........
however........ when u tot a job of ur interest will make u happy n satisfied wif....... u're wrong...
bcos by then........ ur interests n passion will die off as u will be getting sick wif e job.......
e job will slowly diminish ur initial passion n drive to do wad u like
dats wad my colleagues told me...........
cruel it may sounds...........
but it is pretty true...........
there is no such a thing called e 'ideal job' cos working is def not e ideal way of living....

Money is definitely not everything.......
but it is definitely something that u cant forgo........

do not hesitate to do wad u wan...
we only live once in this world...
even though our life may be in a mess aft soughting for wad we wan...
but at least...... we've done wad we wanted to do......
i believe life is all abt achieving, attaining... n sharing.........

putting material well-being aside...
rmb there's always a thing called Love in this world..........
its e impt element which keeps me gg strong to survive in dodgy n unpredictable circumstances...

I can live w/o money...
but i cant live w/o love...
i cant live w/o my loved ones... friends n family

no matter how tough e future may seem......
il faced it...... il handle it......... il show wad im made of.........


Sunday, July 20, 2008

19th july
marks Blend's clique day!!!
we celebrated it at Mandarin Oriental's Melt Cafe... =)

i'm v happy dat they love e food there :D
pics are more powerful then words...
e place...........
posh n clean cutleryappetizer... =P main course....desserts!!! Blend!!! aft dat we decide pretty long b4 reaching an agreement to go to e mind's cafe for some board games... LOL!!!
hahahahahaah............
But it was really REALLY FUN!!!
i nvr had so much fun playing board games wif em!!!
hahahahaha so one of e games 'imagniff' is super fun!!!
it test our telepathy n how well we know each other or how well we can read each other's mind...
when all of us got e same ans we were like over e moon....!!!
screaming n holding our hands tgt... hi-5ing everyone hahahaha
nvm... e cafe is full of noise too...... LOL
e qns were pretty funny too :D

thank u dearies for making it such a wonderful day for me!!!
nothing's gonna change our frenship!!!
I love u gals!!! muackz!!!


Thursday, July 10, 2008

countdown:
9 more days to Blend's 1st ever clique day!!!

hahahahahahahhahahah!!!
everyone mus be wondering...
wad??!! a clique day!!!
hahaha why not???

as long as we love it n have fun out of it..........
nothing's gonna stop us =D

rmb my dearies...
our 'date' uh............... =)

<3


Thursday, July 03, 2008

God pls bless my loved ones....

i dun mind sacrificing my health or money or life for em....
i jus wanna wish e best for em

bless em happiness and more importantly healthy bodies

as for me....
tho e road may seems patchy....
but dun worry my dears
im much much stronger these days.........
im stronger den wad most of u can imagine

so pls dun worry anything bout me!!!
i dun wanna implicate anyone!!!

may god bless everyone :)


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