Suddenly i remember the existence of this dead blog of mine...
i dunno was it the exams stress or my monthly mood swings...
im feeling dead emo again

since the cobwebs have already accumulate here....
i think my rant wont be seen...
let my emotions blend in with the silence here...
peacefully

there is this huge sense of emptiness in my heart

at times i feel as though im standing in this world facing what lies ahead of me... alone

sometimes... how i wish humans are born withouht emotions
because being too emotional can be such a pain... a torture...

some find me too emotional...
some find me heartless, unmoved by anything

i hate being labelled as a cold-blooded
but i equally hate being called as an emo freak

so who am i

i really dunno the answer...

i do not want my love ones to share my sorrows...
i tried to hide em close inside...
but they tend to see through me
i fool them by acting that nothing had happen
but they misunderstood that i have no feelings

what else can i do besides putting up a strong false but heart bleeding inside???