Im very disturb by e articles on teenage sex n HIV/AIDS recently...
really dunno wad is going thru e minds of teenagers...

seriously...
they don't see e consequences...
n those are e consequences dat they cant afford to bear...

47% of women below 19 are not virgins...
23% describe themselves as sexually active...
this is absurd...

teenage abortion rates are on e rise...
avg age of HIV n STIs are decreasing... abt 19
which is an alarming figure...

girls losing their virginity at 13...
my...
i still dunno wad im doing at e age of 13...
playing bball??
really... teenagers nowadays are too rash n hotheaded...
its such a common thing now dat nobody can do anything...

is it e adverse effects of education??
stress levels are increasing therefore students take that as a form of relaxation??
i think its because sexual education starts too early...
children are exposed to such education at their early puberty stage...
so the more they know they more curious they are...
cos during our parents era they only get to noe such things at maybe 18??

but i think e serious issue here is that more young ones are contracting HIV/STIs
S'pore is already facing ageing population...
if HIV/STIs are so prevailing dat young ones are dying then who is gonna support e country??

Teenagers now are jus too self-centered...
they only think of themselves...
they didnt think of their parents...
more importantly... consequences...

im not against e idea of BGRs...
but im v against pre-marital sex...
u can say im conservative...
but im being taught dat holding on to virginity is wad we girls should do...
i agree that sleeping with e man u love is not a crime...
but us being teenagers...
e important factor here is time...
time is jus not ripe yet...

Is awareness a good thing afterall???
hmm... i really dunno...
anyways...
i just wanna say
people...
in order to love someone or love others..., love urself 1st...


i can log on to blogger, finally...
okays...
just gonna have a quick update on what i've done this wk n e things dat are coming up... :)

mon:???
tues:i totally forgot...
wed: BLOOD DONATION!!! yeps... im just so proud of myself.. i can save 3 lives... :D (oh! n i love e bandage... =x)
thurs: another boring day in school...
fri: hee hee... i wanna thank ms tiong for complimenting that i have a nice smile :)
ah... n i went jp with ah siew, shujia n xy...
had a nice chat with them...

okays...
whats coming up next wk...
mon: AQ test... (duh!)
thurs: teachers day celebration!!! + our fav Mass Yoga Display!! haha!!
alright... i wanna watch e performance by e teachers....
*Ms Lin n Ms Zhou are performing!!!
im gonna bring my digi cam on dat day!!! hahah!!!
aft dat gonna visit my sec sch n may be pri sch??

seriously...
i've really got nothing much to update about...
AND...
i shall make an effort to smile everyday!!! hee hee... =)

A smile is a curve that set things straight... :D


I have an interesting quiz here taken from shiyi's blog...

1.Put your music player on shuffle
2.Press forward for each qns
3.Use the song title as e ans to e qns even if it doesnt make sense.NO CHEATING!!
4. Tag 10 ppl to play this game
5.Bold the qns n ans that swack

How are you feeling today?
I FEEL GOOD... DALA DALA DALALA... :)

Will you get far in life?
WE WILL GET THERE- STEFANIE SUN
haha... we will definitely get far in life... :)

How do your frens see you?
NO.1- BoA
LOL... im thick-skinned!!!

Will u get married?
EVENTUALLY- M2M
eventually i will get married... :) age of 25??

What is your friends theme song?
SOMEDAY YOU'LL KNOW- MANDY MOORE
cos they kept singing it... wait... is e song title rite?? :P

What is the story of your life?
LARGER THAN LIFE- BACKSTREET BOYS
yea... :D

What was high school like?
COMPLICATED- AVRIL LAVIGNE
cos e hmwks n exams are complicated!!!

How can you get ahead in life?
STRONGER- BRITNEY SPEARS
By getting stronger... :)

What is the best thing about your friends?
ALWAYS ON MY MIND- SHE
they are always on my mind!!

What is in store for you this weekend?
WAN MEI DE YI TIAN- STEFANIE SUN
hee hee... a perfect day!!

What song describes you?
BU XIANG ZHANG DA- SHE
im still v young n kiddy :P

To describe your grandparents?
GENIE IN A BOTTLE- CHRISTINA AGUEREILA
they knows everything!! ahaha...

How is your life going?
SMOOTH- AEROSMITH
yea... its going smooth

What song will they play at your funeral?
BRING ME TO LIFE- EVANESCENCE
haha... crappy qns will definitely have a crappy ans!!

How does the world see you?
BEST IN ME- BLUE
the world sees e best in me...

Will u have a happy life?
MAKE IT GOOD- A1
make life good n il definitely be happy...

What do your friends really think of you?
YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY- BRITNEY SPEARS
they know im crazy... :D

Do people secretly lust after you?
DON'T LIE- BLACK EYE PEAS
i dont lie... so... OF COS NOT!!

How can i make myself happy?
WOULD YOU BE HAPPIER- THE CORRS
when i ask myself this qns...

What should you do with ur life?
AGAINST ALL ODDS- MARIAH CAREY & WESTLIFE
its against all odds... so i cant do anything...

Will you ever have children?
MAN MAN LAI- STEFANIE SUN
yea... wait slowly... haha!


I think im gonna have a fever soon!!!

argh... terrible feeling...
but i think i will still go sch tml...
cos i felt it will be irresponsible of me not to help out at such a big n important event...

am i too exhausted??
guess i need a rest...
but is there time??
promos are coming soon... oh dear...
1 month only!!!
i've to start gearing up...

shall focus on my weaker subs...
gp... so impt...

ok... maybe shall slp in early so dat i can get well soon... :)


hah!!
i can finally take a deep breathe!!!
whee...

so... tml im excused for lessons... haha :)
but i still need to take chinese test... =x
bloody...

er...
i have lesser things to talk abt nowadays...
wonder y...

nvm...
as long as i spend everyday happily...
il be contented... :)

oh...
is there smth wrong wif my tagboard??
guys... if u can tag tag pls k??
of else tell me... erm... in person or when ya see me online k??
thanks loads...!!


i've been stubborn since young...
i always hide my feelings...
though i succeeded in erasing my pains through fun n laughter...
still... i would breakdown one day...
jus like a machine which has been running for decades...

im always bothered by e complexity of emotions...
my parents taught me almost everything in e world on how to be a strong gal...
n i knew i never let them down...

but im also human...
i really need a break...
or maybe...
if someone will be so nice to lend me his/her shoulders...
to let my tears soaked up their sleeves...

i know im being too emo here...
but seriously... there's really nothing wrong...
cos i've been bottling up my feelings too much...
i dun care whether i would be seen vulnerable to anyone...
cos i dun wanna be a strong person anymore...

well... maybe im too tired...


hmm...
starting tml...
we have goeg n econs tests...
wed: submission of EoM & GP common test... (i fear e latter...)
thurs: involving in e International Chinese Comp preliminary round...(whole day)
hand in econs essay, chinese test???
sat: involving in e International Chinese Comp finals...

ew... can i dun come to sch for e whole wk???
omg... il be v v worn out by e weekends... :'(

n i think all our common test results will be revealed by this wk...
>:(

bla bla...
i got nothing much to say...


so everything is fine...
back to normal... :)

my dad underwent e operation n can be discharged e next day...
felt so relieved...

hmm... nth much happened today in sch though...
some ppl missing in action...
but i oso went off early in between e rehearshal to go to e hospital...
actually there are pros n cons in a private hospital...
though there are v few doctors available...
but they are all specialist...
i tell u e wardroom looks no different from a hotel room... serious...
e fee will be v expensive of cos...
fortunately my dad say his company will settle e payment...

hmm... shall do my hmwk n study for tests tml...
one of my targets for common test is being achieved... :)
i hope there will be more to come...

off to get ample rest...
im so worn out...


today is suppose to be a wonderful day...
but its overcasted by my dad's admittance to e hospital...

went bugis to shop wif shujia n xy...
aft dat join my sis to meet my dad...
but upon reachin his workplace he said he had a terrible stomachache n need to go to e hospital immediately...
so we took a taxi down to Raffles hospital...

e doc said there is a kidney stone in his body...
but other den dat everything is fine...
but he stayed there for further observation...

so tired now...
but have to update cos its my 100th entry...
dun sound happy at all...
i noe i shldnt worry cos everything is fine... :)
my cousin says im so strong...
but i mus be strong...
my mum is in malaysia for holiday but ended up being worried...
my sis... so young n dunno wad to do... she cried of cos...
so the more i shldnt cry...
my dad is a brave man...
yet he cried bcos he is worried for us...

anyways... everything is fine...
ok...
time for some pictures...

three of us at bugis junction...

er... im too lazy n weary to update more photos... il upload them some other time... so apologies for dat... :)

i need to get some rest now...

whee!!!
i enjoyed today fully!!

okays... 1st up...
at sch...
we have our national day celebration cum sports carnival...
our class helped out at e booths to sell snacks n e money goes to e jj needy fund :)

sports carnival was exciting bcos Owens won!! whoo!!!
haha...
rono oso not bad rite xy??
2nd i think??
but Owens is e best!!
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!!

hahahahahaha!!
practically we were like winning every event... :D

ok... now for some pics :)
e three beauties in A07!!! :D
Owens!!! haha... e one on e extreme right is our super uber pretty civics tutor, Ms Lin!!! :)

Ms Lin is a very generous tutor!! She donated $14 to buy kit-kats for everyone...!!! :D

Thank you Ms Lin!!! :D so sweet...

okays... aft dat went home to have lunch n change before meeting my oeisterz!! 1stly met them at j8... den went marina square for dinner...

lovely ruoyi treated us earthquake!!! whee... :) hmm!!! now den i realise i didnt take pics wif them wif my camara!! hmmph!!

shall get pics from them soon!! :P but me n sihui left 1st at ard 8pm... cos too late... :( didnt get to see huifang jie jie... :( nvm... there's always next time!!

but we were crapping all e time... so i really had fun wif them... we are always having fun :)

though we only met up for a short while but e time we spent is really fruitful!! More outings in e future k!!! :D

hoorays!!!
tml is tues!!!
im meeting my oeisterz!!! whoo!!! :)

we're gg for a steamboat...
so cool... :)

hahaha...
n i've jus picked up a sweet call from ruoyi telling me e details abt tml...
ok...
so im meeting em at ard 3 plus...

okays...
lets talk abt wad happened today!
ok... forget abt e gp test :P

after e gp test ms lin, our v chio civics tutor brief us abt wad we r gonna do for tml's event
erm... we are suppose to tend 2 booths?? smth like dat...
to give away chocs n collecting donations... ok...
its gonna be so fun...
wait wait...
this is not e main thing i wanna say...

our class rep rouisanna ask ms lin to follow her in doing some really silly actions
at 1st ms lin couldnt get our joke...
but we were already laughin like mad especially me...
OMG!!!
aft she got e joke her reactions were jus so funny!

hmm...
am i not supposed to blog abt teachers here??
i only wanna say we got such a cute civics tutor wad... (a07 agree rite??)
im jus simply writing wad happened today...
so i dun think there's any wrong here...
:]

oh... im crapping to myself again...
haha...

really looking forward to tml!!
i shall continue e lame jokes... hee hee hee... :P


recently i've jus realised dat my passion n enthusiasm have long been gone...
i've been lacking dat 'crazy' attitude ever since e start of e year...
though u guys may seen some kinda craziness in me...
but dats not e peak yet...


ask my sec sch frens and u will noe...
:)


i noe im a person who needs time to adapt into a new environment...
but i've adapt v well into my new life...
so where has my 'spirit' gone...???


actually im quite amaze abt e things i've done in sec sch...

now i dun seem to have e kinda drive n courage in everything...

erm... except shoppin... :p


blehx...
these few days im jus rotting at home...
trying to do my EoM...
which is jus so irritating...


im waiting for e arrival of tues!!!
whoo hoo!!! 0601 outing!!!
hahaha...
its been how long since i last saw my dearies???
:)

ok... we're gg for makan marathon issit??
hahahahaha....

omg...
i mus start exercising to remove those stubborn fats... :P


okay...
EoM....
argh....


IM BACK!!!
yes!!!
i can finally have a break!!!


apologies for not updating my blog...
cos i really need to study...
hahaha...
if i didnt... i might fail... =x

anyways...
im free now... :D
outings outings...
miss my frens loads...


shall not comment on my papers...
cos i cant reverse wad has been done...
but i mus be glad dat i've been so focus for e past few wks...
i've done my best
so now... mus give myself some rewards... :)

shopping!!!
yeah!!! :)


though common tests were over...
there's still lotta things to do...
important stuffs....

nvm...
everything will turn out right... :)

im jus so enthusiastic!!!
haha!!

Happy b'dae to huifang, shiyi n serene...
whose b'daes are on 4th, 5th n 6th of Aug! ha!

Sincerely giving u guys my best wishes!!! :D

ok... im off to update other stuffs... :)