i've been stubborn since young...
i always hide my feelings...
though i succeeded in erasing my pains through fun n laughter...
still... i would breakdown one day...
jus like a machine which has been running for decades...

im always bothered by e complexity of emotions...
my parents taught me almost everything in e world on how to be a strong gal...
n i knew i never let them down...

but im also human...
i really need a break...
or maybe...
if someone will be so nice to lend me his/her shoulders...
to let my tears soaked up their sleeves...

i know im being too emo here...
but seriously... there's really nothing wrong...
cos i've been bottling up my feelings too much...
i dun care whether i would be seen vulnerable to anyone...
cos i dun wanna be a strong person anymore...

well... maybe im too tired...