post-promo period is so horrible...

im really v drained by e exams...
n now i have to go thru this tormenting period...

exams... mock papers...
pw...
argh....

i really really wanna get these things over n done with!!!

im struggling to find e real me thru'out this yr...
i've lost my enthusiasm towards everything...
i've lost my courage to face difficulties...
i've lost my perserverence towards overcoming challenges...

when we're asked to fill up e holistic report card i really cant think of things to write...
if its in e past i can easily fill it up...

maybe its e stressful work in jc...
maybe i haven adapt well into e current environment...
i seriously felt like a fish out of the water...

studies, results have been occupying my mind...
and i hate this kinda life...
i dun wanna be a no-lifer

what i really really need is a break...
e holidays...

but of cos not now...
il need to squeeze out my remaining energy to do e upcoming jobs...

i only wish time could pass real fast for e next 3 wks...
aft dat slow down for my entire holiday... :)
maybe i should get a kit-kat...

during e holidays... i shall sort-out my thoughts...
il find my true self eventually... hopefully...