this entry i shall split into 4 segments...

1stly...
yest e westzone superstar finals was held at SP convention centre
okays...
it was pretty enjoyable...
but most imptly is to take pics!!!
haha!!!
cos everyone( except me) looks gorgeous...!!!
e babes of 06A07... haha!!!lusty n me!!! =) me n rouis!!! =D hoping to get more pics from e rest cos thats all i have...
e rest are videod performances of e concert...
haha!!!


2ndly
for today...
met up wif e class at SP convention centre AGAIN...
LOL
this time round for an econs seminar which was pretty informative...
useful for preparing our revision for mon's mock exam...
BLEHX!!!
shall not mention it...
anyways...
den went to the Frontier lib to study wif shu n shy...
but i went home at ard 5.55pm 1st...
cos my dad asked me to be home at 6.30pm...
=X
so sorry gals!!!


3rdly...
my energy lvl now its like 40%
cos i slept at ard 2am this morn n woke up at 5 plus this morn...
the reason?
well...
i think too much seriously...
though honestly im quite vexed abt e prob yest...
but i tot i can handle it better..
anyways it shld be settled easily...
but i tried to come to a perfect situation where i can compromise everyone...
which i had learnt my lesson now...
i cant have both worlds at e same time...
its nobody's except mine fault seriously...
i tot i can always make everything meet...
its not bcos im indecisive in my decision...
my only concern is trying not to upset anyone...
im not trying to portray myself as a noble person or wad...
i can choose to be selfish at times...
but considering others b4 me... thats me!!!
i only derived happiness thru e smile on others...
i oso hope to be as cool as other ppl...
i may seem happy-go-lucky everytime but i have my own vulnerabilities as well...
after all im human...
furthermore... no one is perfect in this world...
so i know i have lots of weakness n bad character...
i may have made e wrong decision this time...
so i hope u gals can help me or maybe jus tell me explicitly...
dun be afraid to reprimand me cos sometimes i really deserved it...
i noe this is not a really touchy problem...
so e reason y i had this dilema...
yes shy u are right!!!
its bcos I LOVE U GALS TO THE CORE...
so i cant bear to hurt anyone of u...
simple as that!!!
i knew u all too well already...
i think its fair for u all to know more abt me as well...
i noe im hard to understand...
but im trying to express my feelings more nowadays... =)
really... i treasure our friendship a lot... :)
little things cant tear us apart...
come to think of it...
i rather face this kinda prob den not facing any prob wif a disappearing fren...
BEND shld know wad i mean yea??
oopx!!!


4thly...
bcos i cant bear to hurt anyone...
im troubled by some relationship matter as well...
if u are my fren u shld know i dun really like to talk abt these kinda things...
i think i only told this to 1 or 2 of u...
xy n ah siew only i think...
haha!!!
so if u wanna know more jus ask me individually la...
:)

well...
sorry for e long entry dearies...
jus vomitting all my feelings out...
i shld really do this more often since i like to bottle up my feelings...
i know most of us are gg thru a crunch time...
hang on there...
rmb...
i will be there for anyone, anywhere n help if i could wif my limited strengths...
cos im enthuchua!!!
i finally know im enthuchua... not superchua...
okays...
lame...
which shows im back to normal...
=D