a part of my heart has been wounded...
maybe time will heal that...
or other things such as kinship n friendship might be e best medication to it...

il still be e gal who always puts on a strong false in front of others...
il be better n stronger, more independent...
bcos afterall we came into this world alone...
n e stark fact is we're actually surviving on our own...

however its always my emotional n fragile heart that breaks me down...
i dunno whether issit something good or bad...
over e 17 almost 18 yrs...
my tears are falling more easily...

but im not e worse one...
my dear grandpa...
pls hang on...
u've so many lovable grandchildren caring for u...
be strong

telling my grandpa to be strong...
i mus be stronger...
=)